you said we could go to wai po house if we want to. But u never kept this promise since last time till now. Everytime we said we want to go then u will be angry. I told u this coming sat i want to go wai po house and u suggested me to go to mum side and its meaningless for me to stay with u. U asked me to consider your suggestion and said u aren't fit to be my father. I'm so sad. I know you are angry cause i din go to the ah yi grandma house and i want to go wai po house. But this is just two different things and why dun u understand. that is her side of family.. not my side. I dun see the reason why i should go. I HATE IT! Lao gong said that i shouldn't go wai po house this sat cause of your words. He said that if i go, i might not be able to stay here anymore and my living could be of a problem. But i feel that i'm not in the wrong to go to my wai po house. Its been a long time since i pay them a visit and have steamboat with them. If this sat i'm not going, it means that i'm conceding defeat and i'm in the wrong. And i dun wan to reutrn to the past where i dare not go wai po house because of your words and because i'm scared that u will be angry. Now i'm not sure whether i want to go or not. Who can enlighten me or who can enlighten my father??? Who can help me???? I really really miss them and i wish to be able to pay them a visit. But how can u use this to force me not to go. If i really go, will u chase me out of this house?? Chasing me out of this house who will i have to stay with??? and i will have to work part time jobs to feed myself. Do you really have to go to such extend just because i din want to go to that woman's house... I really dunno what to do.. I really dun... Dominic sometimes also got go wai po house but noting happens. When i say i want to go, things happen. How can u be so selfish to sacrifice ur daughter happiness for your face. Does it mean that u wun mind losing a daughter just to keep your face??

Felt so sorry that i have to bring so much problem for lao gong and make him worry for me. I dun wish to drag u into my family problem anymore. So sorry.. lao gong.. Brought u so much trouble.

how do i put an end to it???

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