Wednesday, November 18, 2009;11:19 PM Y
I'm feeling very tired now.. Have been very busy with school stuff.. Today just finished an interview CA.. Hope I will be able to get good grades for it.. Now I'm left with Iap project and mid semester test.. Have been having less than 5 hours of sleep everday since last week.. My panda eyes are so deep.. But I dunno how to cure it.. I need alot of rest...
By the way, I just bought my iPhone last sunday.. And guess what.. Lao gong mum strike 4d because of the iPhone... I guess that iPhone did bring some good luck.. Tried on some of the free application and the games are quite fun.. In fact, lao gong and I had a great fun challenging one another to see who has the highest score... I'm still trying to figure out what other useful application is inside the iPhone... Actually I'm quite scared that I will cause scratches to it or drop in on the floor.. So I have been taking extra care with it.. I din even dare to take it out of the box to use until lao gong bought a protective casing and screen protector for me.. Hehe.. So silly of me right? But I just want to take very good care of it.. Love it alot.. Thanks to lao gong and lao gong parents for their help.. Can see that lao gong love the iPhone alot as well... Will think of ways to buy him an iPhone asap.. Bur depends on when will m1 start selling iPhone..
Shall stop here.. Going to sleep ler.. Nite nite
Wednesday, November 11, 2009;11:09 PM Y
Feeling very stress and sad.
Stress as the school schedule is very tight. Got to do projects and their deadline is one after another. Got to do a portfolio and prepare for interview next week. Worst is i couldn't make it for the lesson today so i'm not sure what to prepare for the interview and how the potfolio is to be prepared. Hai..
Sad as i thought he would support me. I already tried my very best but still cannot make it. I know i'm now as smart as all of you in that area. All of you passed in your 1st attempt but i failed on my second attempt as well. I know i spent alot of money on it. I'm also disappointed in myself for failing it. And what i need most is your support and encouragement. But what you said was "that time i told you to pick the other one already but u wanted to choose this". I thought you will say some encouragement words to me such as "its ok", "you can make it the next time" or "just try again". But things turn out the other way round. You were very disappointed in me and angry with me for failing it. You make me feel that i had cause you to lose your face and i'm stupid for making the wrong choice in the 1st place and making those stupid mistake in my test. But I have no experience in this area at all. I thought it will be cheaper. I din know that was a wrong choice. I din know if i should continue with it and so i ask u for suggestion. But what u say was "i dunno, your settle yourself". Aren't we suppose to share troubles together? But i feel that i'm always facing my problem alone. I needed help and care from u but i couldn't feel it at all.. I'm so sad. You dun even know how i feel.. Is that how the way things should be???? That day i just told you i needed your support and what u said was you will always support me. but i dun think things happen as what u said.
I need help from someone(hopefully from you)... But i din dare to expect much... I'm feeling terrible now.
Friday, November 6, 2009;7:54 PM Y
Hehe.... Trying out laogong I pod touch now to login to blog..... Hehe... Very fun and easy to use... Like the games a lot too... Going packet home Laogong mum home cook soup... Later at night got soup to drink again Liao... Yummy! Somehow the soup will taste even more sweet when you drink it after dinner... Hehe... At first when I tell laogong he dun believe me until that day he tried out himself... He said the soup really taste even more sweet... Hmmm... Too bad I dunno how to cook soup... Starting to worry how I am going to cook for laogong in the future... I dunno how to cook at all... Hai... That's all for now... Tata