Feeling very stress and sad.

Stress as the school schedule is very tight. Got to do projects and their deadline is one after another. Got to do a portfolio and prepare for interview next week. Worst is i couldn't make it for the lesson today so i'm not sure what to prepare for the interview and how the potfolio is to be prepared. Hai..

Sad as i thought he would support me. I already tried my very best but still cannot make it. I know i'm now as smart as all of you in that area. All of you passed in your 1st attempt but i failed on my second attempt as well. I know i spent alot of money on it. I'm also disappointed in myself for failing it. And what i need most is your support and encouragement. But what you said was "that time i told you to pick the other one already but u wanted to choose this". I thought you will say some encouragement words to me such as "its ok", "you can make it the next time" or "just try again". But things turn out the other way round. You were very disappointed in me and angry with me for failing it. You make me feel that i had cause you to lose your face and i'm stupid for making the wrong choice in the 1st place and making those stupid mistake in my test. But I have no experience in this area at all. I thought it will be cheaper. I din know that was a wrong choice. I din know if i should continue with it and so i ask u for suggestion. But what u say was "i dunno, your settle yourself". Aren't we suppose to share troubles together? But i feel that i'm always facing my problem alone. I needed help and care from u but i couldn't feel it at all.. I'm so sad. You dun even know how i feel.. Is that how the way things should be???? That day i just told you i needed your support and what u said was you will always support me. but i dun think things happen as what u said.

I need help from someone(hopefully from you)... But i din dare to expect much... I'm feeling terrible now.

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